In my last post I mentioned how badly the summer break is dragging, at school its somthing like 6 weeks, at college it was like 8/9 weeks. I have about 2 weeks before I go back. And I genuinly cannot wait. Everythings dragging so bad.

Like, no ones up for going out constantly. And I find entertaining myself incredibly difficult!

This holiday has made me realise something though - since starting college, I've totally left all my old friends behind ): like people who didnt even go to my school but I made time for.. But now when I think about my friend 'group' its made up of people from college, with a handful of others who come and go occasionally. No one else. Its a sad thought, but I guess its true, in life, people come and go, you outgrow friends, and you leave people behind ):