Ok so I've finished the first year of college, and am currently on my summer break, (which, by the way, is dragging like HELL, more about that later though) and am about to begin my second year.. All of a sudden its like WOAH I'm growing up, I'm not a 'kid' anymore, I'm going to be at university next year D: its scary as FUCK. I don't want to grow up!! I don't want to be an adult.

I think I may have Peter Pan syndrome or something, because I can't handle responsibilty of any kind, and when ever anyone talks to me about the future I'm like, woaa slow downn!

I realise I'm only 17. And this is only college. But still. Its scary. I'm going to be living alone next year.. I'm going to be standing totally on my own two feet.

Scary thoughta right?

Anyone else have any thoughts on this?
Can you not wait to grow up and leave home? Or like me do you find it an incredibly daunting prospect?